When I listen to P!NK, I feel like I can conquer the world. Her music was with me through every one of the 26.2 miles of my first marathon, back in 2009. And when I close my eyes, I can still feel it… feel my feet rhythmically hit the pavement… feel the even cadence of my breath… feel the progress, the pain, the pride.
I’ve been overwhelmed by the changes in my body since my diagnosis and transplant… the chronic debilitating fatigue… the muscle loss from 2 years of gross inactivity… the 50 lbs of weight gain from a year of high-dose steroids to keep me alive. And it is hard to see the forest for the trees.
But then something stirs the coals. Like watching a video of P!NK
in concert tonight. And those coals burn… and a spark ignites, and a flame emerges. And I remember the girl I was before the Leukemia, and FEEL her inside. And if I listen ever so closely, the me then speaks to the me now, and whispers… “We will do it again.”
And you want to know something? I believe her.
Try, P!NK
The Road Less Traveled 
Love you sweet Sis. And I KNOW you will do it again!
You are such an inspiration. Love and prayers always.
Have you considered that the same gal ls still there? =Same woman, same body – the only difference is that all the energy, moxie, challenge that once went to running and sailing is now redirected into a fight for life — literally. Would I care if you won a marathon ? Probably be very proud. Would I care if you win this fight? You better believe it!!!!!!
Hello, I been reading your posts about your experience with the BMT, I am in the same boat as you, well, kinda. I am about to get one and I am very nervous.
To Aaron and Tammy: You are an inspiration for all of usl The willingness to fight the battle rather than just sit back and wait inspires all of us. Even more so , we read the words of challenge, frustration, desire, fear, and courage and are inspired to be more aware of our selvel
Aaron, it’s definitely tough,but not insurmountable. The BMT is not too bad, my personal experience is that it’s the other side that’s the hardest. Surround yourself with supportive friends and family, and don’t be afraid to ask for help. That’s a lesson I’m still trying to learn. 🙂